10

The 10th 10th.

Today is 10 months since Luca was born, and our first monthly anniversary in the new year.

The new year brings hope, and yet the 10th still leaves me mourning my child. These 10ths, have become such an increasingly stranger day for me to maneuver.

The knot in my throat comes back, the tears fill up my eyes and blur my vision, and I wish I could turn back the hands of time and rewrite his story, history.

Always holding on to hope. Always understanding and being grateful for all the love, always missing Luca.

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